The American Poetry Review
Jean Valentine

The Very Bad Horse

The very bad horse doesn't budge until the pain penetrates to the marrow of its bones.

My first own home
my big green "bed-sit"
in London, in 1956
double bed      green spread
sixpence coin-fed gas fire
London fog      huge little footsteps
tok tok tok

I knew three people
and three more at work
wrote poems
knew you

Life felt around in the dark for me
and you
picked me up by the hair
four stories up and dropped me

--Still I wouldn't budge.



valentine Jean Valentine is the author of eight books of poetry, most recently The Cradle of the Real Life (Wesleyan, 2000). She teaches at Sarah Lawrence, the Graduate Writing Program at N.Y.U., and the 92nd St. Y, and lives in New York City.

photograph by Bernard Gotfryd


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