I tasted and spat
as the experts did
so I could taste again.
I put my nose in. I cleansed
my palate with bread.
A friend guided me;
he thought because I drank often
I drank well.
He thought I might be looking
for subtleties, as he was.
My vocabulary was “good”
and “not so good.”
I was usually a drinker
looking for a mood.
We moved among the oak barrels
and private reserves,
the fine talk of the serious
performing their delicate
mysterious craft.
Yet about the art of aging
I found myself indifferent,
nothing to say or ask.
We went outside,
walked among the woody vines
and fleshy, often violet,
sometimes green, prodigal
smooth-skinned grapes.
The day was beautiful.
My friend was happy, sated.
There’s never enough, I thought.
There can never be enough.

