The day that Mt. St. Helens
gave your air a twist, seeding it,
marbling it, making it mildly ex-
plosive from your Canada to your
Salem, there came, to our Wisconsin,
a roving, dazzling rainfall
held by eighty-mile vertical winds
which simply blew a plane out of the air.
Think of those confident wings,
getting more of what they thought they wanted.
I saw them carry the pilot on a board
through mud and soybeans—
it was a film I saw in my own home
of the severed wings, the rescue
of the wounded by tractor,
the clean sheets on the black and blue
field. They were going to Nebraska’s
Lincoln, when they fell into a machine
that cuts a fuselage open like a can—
the Patrol calls it the Jaws of Life.
All in little figures on a screen—
boys in mud to their ankles held up
pristine plastic bags of plasma
and a kneeling man asked, “Where does
it hurt?” And then, in recognition,
“You don’t know?” I didn’t.
Then the film of the volcano came on
and I could see how much the mountain
was covered by smoke—the plume,
they called it, bringing to mind
the old question from childhood:
Which weighs more: a ton of feathers
or a ton of coal? You have ten seconds.

