Jason Shinder

Madness Frequently Discovers Itself in Love

In August the salt-spray of the sea-town
I live in settles

on the sidewalks. And the one eating
with his mouth open,

talking endlessly about shoes
is gazing out

on the harbor. I hate him because
to say he is mad is to say

his troubles are not like mine. I find others
like me, hands in pockets,

walking into the movie theater, their voices
softening, with a faint melody,

as the house lights go off-white-to-yellow,
black—everyone partners

against the bright world outside.
I am not ashamed

of the tears on my face. But, outside,
the stories of others

do not move me. I buy some tea and cookies,
talk to no one.

Jason Shinder

 Jason   Shinder  Jason Shinder was born in Brooklyn in 1955. His books include Every Room We Ever Slept In and Among Women. He was the founder and director of the YMCA National Writer's Voice. He died of lymphoma on April 25, 2008.
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