She danced topless, the light-eyed drunken girl
who got up on the bow of our pleasure boat
last summer in the pretty French Mediterranean.
Above us rose the great grey starboard flank
of an aircraft carrier. Sailors clustered
on the deck above, cheering, and the caps rained down,
a storm of insignia: S.S. Eisenhower.
I keep seeing the girl when I tell you
the Eisenhower’s now in the gulf, as if
the two are linked: the bare-breasted dancer
and a war about to be fought over oil. Caps fell
on the bow and she plucked one up, set it rakishly
on her red hair. In the introspective manner
of the very drunk, she tipped her face dreamily up,
wet her lips, an odalisque, her arms crossed akimbo
on the cap. Someone, a family member, threw a shirt
over her and she shrugged it off, laughing, palms
fluttering about her nipples. I tell you I barely knew
those people, but you, you liked the girl, you
liked the ship. You like to fuck, you told me.
The sex of politics is its intimate divisive plural,
we, us, ours. Who’s over there? you ask—not us.
Your pal is there, a flier stationed on a carrier.
He drops the jet shrieking on the deck. Pitch dark:
he lowers the nose toward a floating strip of
lit ditto marks and descends. Like writing haiku—
the narrator is a landscape. A way of staying subjective
but humbling the perceiver: a pilot’s view.
When you write to your friend I guess that
there are no margins, you want him to see
everything you see and so transparent is
your kind bravado: he sees that too. Maybe
he second-guesses your own desire to soar over
the sand ruins, sit yourself in the masked pit
and rise fifteen hundred screaming feet a minute
into an inaccessible shape: falcon, hawk—Isaa’s
blown petals? Every headline contains haiku:
haiku contain headlines. Reinvent war, then the woman’s
faithless, enslaved dance. Reinvent sailors bawling
at the rail and one intoxicated trick turning in
the dazzling light. Then the psyche re-inventing itself,
breaking the spell, reversing it: Caps on the waves, as if
they’d begun tossing away their uniforms, medals, stars.
See—I can make the girl wake up, dress, face west,
a lengthening, powerful figurehead: swept gold with fire.
I can make everything I thought indefensible change in the waves
of merciless light: the you, the me, the wars. Here is the worst
of it, stripped, humiliated—or dancing on the high deck,
bully-faced, insatiable. Here is the lie that loves us
as history personified, here’s the personification: O passionate
agitatrix, swearing to you this time I can make it right.

