Jean Zimmerman

One Hand Startles the Other with its Touch

Its four eyes were dead as stars and floated

in a storefront jammed with shoelaces,

snakes of dust, parched leather tongues.

It slept when I did and woke when I was wandering

and the rest of the heat-befuddled city dozed.

I can’t say how you’d hurt me.

Even the breeze that rushed through windows

bearing the smell of onions and cut flowers

made me so wretched that when I shut my eyes

a stream of apparitions rose up, hideous,

rigid, rotting, begging to be let in.

 

There’s no reason to fear the end of love

when you live as Washington Irving did

in a stone cottage on the river bluff,

sipping port from tumblers in the library,

writing there in the morning for the eastern light

then dining at table for hours until the sun sets.

It’s 1820. We could read to one another

from the Spanish mysteries, or recline

side by side on the turquoise satin fainting sofa.

One of the nieces is practicing a quadrille on the upright

and we dance slowly out from the parlor to the slate porch,

down to the pads of moss at the river’s edge

and back. The long embroidered curtains blow

a stiff white in the candlelight.

 

In the barn nod three plump calves in stantions.

The quail run practically tame in from the woods.

And the two-headed lamb: the lamb

is arching one lustrous neck.

From the slice its blood will softly spurt.

The other face weeps soundlessly, unconsolable,

or bares its teeth in mirth.

Jean Zimmerman

 Jean  Zimmerman

Jean Zimmerman is a poet, playwright, and historian.  A graduate of Columbia University, she was awarded a New York State Fine Arts grant in 1983.  She is the author of number of books, most recently Made From Scratch: Reclaiming the Pleasures of the American Hearth (2003) and The Women of the House: How a Colonial She-Merchant Built a Mansion, a Fortune and a Dynasty (2006).


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