In the cab there was a song.
Not one I would have chosen, but
of which I remember, in my way,
some words without the tune. Also,
the driver—that his coat
was kindly. How is it
that the wrinkles in his coat-back
were almost tender? his small hands
taking from yours
my clothes, my belongings.
You’re stepping back now
behind the gray slats
of the gate. Your hand, the right one,
lifts through the fine rain, causing me
to look back at myself
as your memory—a constancy
with its troubled interior
under the rained-on glass.
Looking out, I’ve moved already
into thought. The tunnel
on the train gives and returns my face
flickering across the winter fields,
the fields—their soft holdings
of water, of cows breathing warmly
over the tracks of birds. Sudden then
as light to the pane—an open fire
near a shed, wilder
in the stubble and light rain
for how it seems intended
to burn there
though no one is standing by.
Belfast. November. 1976.

