They come for me in a big limousine. The driver, a
military man, tips his cap. I am suddenly a Mam.
Yes Mam, No Mam. I dress in a skirt of many flowers,
white blouse, ladylike. Hair brushed to the maximum.
Underneath I wear the poet’s uniform, skin of the jaguar.
The world prays here in unison at lunch. Then 2 thousand
spoons move synchronistically into two thousand youthful
mouths. A young woman tells me it has been her childhood
dream to land here. Another traces his family lineage
to be strictly “held in line.” A black daughter of
the army is gracious & direct; she likes the precision
of awakening at dawn. The light is friendly as it
slices off trees. Flags move slightly in the spring
breeze. Down a road I spy a maneuver in battle fatigues.
Three soldiers in battle fatigues silently blow up two
men & a cannon. They are a mirage of dancers. Now
they are hiding something. Another group is seeking
what they have hidden. Across the road men are marching
in tight formation. There is some remorse in the
conversation about the long ago war in Southeast Asia
after I read the poem with the lines “Then gathers strength
into something monstrous/right here along the coast of
your feelings.” But many of these officer gentlemen
never had to go there. I shout “Mega Mega Death Bomb” to
some polite applause. Now I want to make them laugh.
Who is to say who’s more awake? The heads and shoulders
of the cadets move harmoniously in the bright light. Their
shadows march against clean buildings. Spit and shine
Spit and shine. Tamed to be fierce, unbending under
the seasoned officer’s eye.

