At 3 A.M., if the schedule held,
The express blew for the cross a mile
Out of town, and you woke, and your heart swelled
With the thought that some night, in your own dark cublicle,
You would whirl, in sleep or in contempt,
Past some straggle of town with scarcely a streetlight
To show the pale ghost, unloved, unkempt,
Of a place that would shuffle to life with the creak of daylight.
And once, at that whistle, you, from bed, crept,
Lifted curtains and wiped the frost from the pane,
And the magisterial headlight swept
Snow-white hills, white woods, white fields, until again
There was nothing but marmoreal moonlight
Defining the structure of night—and your feet
Cold on boards. Did you stare at the sheet’s trancelike white-
ness, which held no hint of the world’s far fury and heat?
Times change. Man changes, and thirty-five thousand
Feet down would the jet’s flight wake any boy
To the world’s bliss and rage, and the raging sand
Of the sandblast of History? Am I the boy
Who last remembers the 3 A.M.?
Indeed—some hold real estate nearby,
In plots of six feet, but now one of them
Would wake to listen and wonder why
The schedule is dead of the 3 A.M.

